~Vivace-Fortissimo~
All Fall Down
Log Book: Aurelia Javensen
Rank: Major
Squadron: Starlight
Temp. Command: Vulpine
Mission: "Scottish Rebellion"
Day One
Departed this morning at 7:02 a.m., flew on a straight course to St. Lupa
on Katina. Picked up two more teams in the Vulpine Squadron, Star Chasers
and Fire Gliders. (NOTE: Light-Bearers commissioned to accompany, but refused
on the grounds that they are on vacation. We may have to do something about
them.) Also had lunch. From there headed past Meteo and Solar, then entered
Macbeth's atmosphere at 22n, 66e. 9:08 p.m. Set up camp in foothills with
plans to attack base at 2:00 a.m. All going well. Javensen out.
* * *
Aurelia sneezed. Macbeth's prickly night
air was hard on her sinuses, and the landscape on this part of the planet
was pure allergen. Every member of the thirty teams present had their alarms
set to 2:00 a.m., when they would man their aircraft and set off for the
base.
The two squadrons, Starlight and Vulpine,
were each composed of fifteen individual teams with anywhere from three to
six members each. For this mission, Aurelia was in charge of them all. Eddie
was second-in-command, of course, as the highest-ranking officer present
other than Aurelia herself and also the usual commander of the Vulpine Squadron.
It was a lot of people to keep track of, but she was prepared to do the
job.
The atmosphere of the small tent city
was apprehensive but excited. The chemistry between the different teams was
a new experience for many of them; whole squadrons did not usually attack.
Most often one or two teams could handle whatever problems arose.
Aurelia finished taking inventory, sneezed
again, and disappeared into her tent. It was going to be a long night.
* * *
*BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP*
Aurelia woke up in a cold sweat. She'd
just been having a nightmare, but all traces of it except for the keen sense
of terror were fading quickly. She scratched her nose and forced herself
to get out of her sleeping bag. It's a good thing I'm a morning person,
Aurelia told herself as she vigorously rubbed her ears to wake herself
up more.
For speed's sake, everyone had slept in
their flight suits. Aurelia struggled nervously with her boots and finally
clomped out into the chilly air, gathering her green jacket about her. Her
COMM link lay abandoned in her jet, and she hopped inside and pulled it on,
watching a host of other creatures doing the same all across the field. Two
minutes was all it took for every single soldier to get ready. Aurelia opened
a COMM channel to everybody.
"All right, this is your commander, Major
Aurelia Javensen! Let's go in there and hit 'em hard!"
The pilots raised a cheer, and the small,
sleek jets lifted off one by one and set out for the base in formation, each
team flying in formation with their leaders at the front; and in front of
them all was Aurelia herself in all her glory. These were the moments she
lived for.
Ten minutes and the box-like base loomed
into view. Its shape and clumsy build betrayed its hasty construction, but
an enormous black dome curved over a large chunk of it.
I wonder what they're hiding? Aurelia
wondered, icy dread creeping up her stomach. She put these thoughts out of
her mind and concentrated on the task at hand. "All right, Vulpine Squadron
around the left and Starlight on the right! Cloud Collectors, Fire Strike,
Sky Pulse, you're in the middle with Eddie and me! Starlight Squadron READY!
Fire Nova bombs at the base! Vulpine, you get ready to do the same!"
The night was lit up by the chaotic blasts
of fifty or more nova bombs exploding at once on the side of the base. When
the smoke cleared, the icy starlight illuminated not a gaping hole but a
smoldering dent. Aurelia shut her eyes and wiped her forehead, trying not
to be discouraged. "Vulpine! Where are your nova bombs? Help them out!"
Another wall of detonating bombs seemed
to spew from the side of the base, and again a dent.
"In the middle! Eddie, Sky Pulse, Fire
Strike, Cloud Collectors, bombs away!" Aurelia released one of her five nova
bombs along with the appointed teams. Another dent, and at least it was
something. "We're doing damage! Keep it up! Starlight, get ready for round
two! Load up! FIRE!"
The base was obscured in black smoke now,
and out of the poisonous cloud came sharp, cold aircraft shining piercing
blue light from their pointed noises. Aurelia's mouth dropped. How did
they get ready for us so quickly?? Her eyes instinctively turned to the
black dome and widened until they were perfectly round. The canopy was slowly
retreating into the ground, and out of it a monstrous shape hidden by the
night and smoke was emerging.
"Don't be discouraged! Keep it coming!
Don't be scared! Give 'em heck!" her encouraging words belied the sense of
panic that her tone of voice was conveying, and she tried with all her might
to calm herself down.
It was dark, and now fog was rising from
the ground and rendering the landscape invisible. One of the sharp blue lights
became visible directly in front of her, and a few seconds later the jet
itself slid through the mists and alongside her, then disappeared behind.
Aurelia tried to follow it, but it was no use.
"Come in....come in...major...come in..."
her COMM link buzzed. A terrified face appeared on the screen. "Are you
there...?"
"What is it??"
"It's....it's..." the young badger's voice
cracked. "It's too much....I mean there are too many...it's no use....we
can't..."
"Yes we can!" Aurelia practically screamed,
her pulse leaping out of her neck. "DON'T GIVE UP!"
The frenzied battle continued with zero
visibility, and Aurelia found herself shooting madly whenever she spied one
of the cold blue lights that meant an enemy fighter. She took down four in
one round and sped after another as her wits returned, but she knew there
were too many for them. And across the plain, the hulking shape from the
black dome was floating ominously upwards.
She gasped as a ship exploded less than
two meters next to her. She hadn't seen the kamikaze jet as it had flown
straight for her--someone had shot it just before it reached her. Aurelia
said a silent thank you to whoever may have been listening to her prayers
and fired a steady stream of laser at the enemy jet in front of her. It exploded
in a ball of white flame, and she flinched. Although the army kept telling
her it was okay to kill Venomians because they wanted to kill her, a part
of her died along with every creature she shot down.
All at once, the fog whispered away into
frightening clarity, revealing the silver monolith that had come completely
away from the black dome. A tiny pinpoint of red light opened in its centre
and widened until it occupied her entire field of vision. Nothing else could
be seen anymore, just red.
Then it was dark.
Then it was suddenly pure, acrid, blinding
white, a cold white filled with agony, pain, and death.
And then it was dark.
There was nothing, she could see nothing.
Her entire existence had been wiped away and replaced with a nightmare. She
could feel a ripping, burning sensation, and she felt herself rising up and
up, and then going down and down, spiraling madly. It was normal temperature,
then it was hot, then it cooled back down and got colder and colder. She
could hear chimes, wind chimes like the kind she had had in front of her
house when she was a child. They were ringing, and now she could hear thin
voices singing with them, the same voices she had heard in the alley.
All at once she felt a powerful blow to
her entire being. Aurelia knew no more.
* * *
It's the good world, yes, the good
world
where we fought and loved and killed and died
and ruined and ravished the countryside.
But now, from a million miles away,
from another world that's cold and grey,
someone is able to look and say
"That's the good world"...
* * *
A bright light filled her jet. Aurelia
tried to move and instantly regretted it. As she lay still and attempted
to get her bearings, she became aware that she was hunched over her jet's
control panel. The jet had crashed firmly into a hill, and half of the window
was covered in the grass and soil. She couldn't see anything else from her
point of view.
She tried to move again, painfully easing
herself off the control panel and back into the seat. The panel had several
blood stains on it. She felt for the button that would take her jet's canopy
down and pressed it, but as a result of the jet being stuck into the side
of a hill, it jammed and wouldn't move. Aurelia sighed and wriggled in her
seat, then tested each of her joints for sprains or breaks. Every time she
felt at something, she winced, but fortunately nothing was broken. Bruised
all over, she leaned back in her seat and attempted to shake the pain out
of her arms.
It took a good ten minutes of solid pain,
but finally she could move without considerable discomfort. She fired the
reverse engines and the jet popped out of the hill, flying through the air
and skidding into a tree on the other side. She braced herself for the impact
and gasped as the jet gave a shudder and shut itself off.
The canopy creaked painfully open and
Aurelia crawled out of the jet. She walked slowly around the field, looking
for other people. There were a few aircraft scattered haphazardly about,
and she looked into each one.
The first was empty. The second contained
Lindsey Frawley, who was snoring softly and appeared unhurt.
The third contained Eddie.
He was not snoring softly.
He was not breathing.
Eddie was dead.
Aurelia crumpled to the ground, letting
misery engulf her. She had known Eddie for years. They had always done things
together, even though they were just little things. And I guess that when
I look back on it, she thought sadly, the little things really were
big things now that they're gone forever.
She stared blankly upwards when her tears
had dried up. Across the field she could see another creature hunched over
a blackened aircraft from which arose a languid column of smoke. As the
commander of all of these, it's my duty to comfort the troops, she told
herself, forcing her legs to move her across the grass.
As she timidly reached out her paw, the
figure whirled around. Aurelia gaped. This was not one of her troops. The
lizard wore Venomian colours and stared at Aurelia with eyes full of smoldering
agony.
"This was my base," the Venomian said.
Her voice was surprisingly flat and emotionless. "My troops were supposed
to have the force shields up. They didn't. They weren't ready. Now they're
dead. It was my fault they died."
Aurelia felt as if she was going mad.
She had no idea what to say to this, her sworn enemy, a group of people she'd
always fancied to be evil and unfeeling.
"It was my fault," the lizard repeated.
"All of this was my fault. It went too soon. I set it off too soon. My soldiers
are dead because I killed them," she spoke, her voice cracking slightly.
"They shouldn't be dead. I should be."
"The Cornerians were all my troops," Aurelia
said pointlessly, finally finding her voice.
"I killed them, too," the lizard hissed.
"Don't you understand, stoat? I killed my troops and yours. I deserve a thousand
deaths. Our troops deserved none. All this death was my fault. I am
death."
"The troops aren't all dead," Aurelia
contradicted quietly. It was the most coherent thing she could think of to
say at that moment. "I'm alive, and one of my troops is alive, so there are
probably more. You're alive."
"I KNOW I'm alive!" the Venomian practically
screamed. "I HATE being alive! I don't want to be alive with this death,
this blood on my hands, haunting me, mocking me, sentencing me to a fate
worse than death! Because of this, I will be forced to live a full, long
life on the outside, stoat," the lizard said, eyes flashing. "But I will
always be dead on the inside.
"Always."
* * *
Life is a gift from the heavens
above;
Life becomes ours to fill with joy and love.
Life is all ours and we won't be controlled,
So we bludgeon our lives in the unending cold
And die a slow death once our cravings are filled,
With void bodies frozen and barren souls chilled. |