Apology to a Fallen Angel

Before it wasn't serious,
You came and vanished with the rain
Yet now you are delirious,
And upon your grave, a sword is lain.
An eternal pact of death to come,
Forboding, ominous with fear,
My eyes were clouded, my fists were numb
Deaf to your whispers in my ear.
I come, I come, I will not let you die
My love has left me hurt and enraged
My life, my life, I have lived in a lie
My soul a mere spirit, bound and caged.
Lost in society, drowned in sea
I come, I come, I cannot let you fall.
But you are only Fantasy,
And yet, the greatest of them all.