Lately I've been feeling depressed about a lot of things. I wish I hadn't joined the vocal ensemble at school... I'm not really sure why I did. It's not my kind of thing... you know, constant singing and dancing and peppiness and performances all the time... plus, starting the first of August, rehearsal every day until school starts because some wacky organisation wants us to perform only a week after school's started and obviously we can't be ready by that time. I'm feeling sad because there's so little time left... summer vacation itself is already about 2/3 over, and of course there's only a week until Soundsations rehearsal starts. ...plus I hate all the music we're doing and we were supposed to be learning it over the summer but I haven't even looked at it because I hate it so much and I think I lost it along with my tape which I never listened to because it was full of the music that I hated.
There's also the matter of a vacation. I don't want to go anywhere, but I feel like I'm spoiling everyone else's fun... and I know that just because I don't want to go doesn't mean we're not going to go, but I think they might have less fun knowing that I don't really want to be there... I just don't like to take trips... I like my house... I like to stay here... well, we did talk about just going down to the coast and stuff. I don't really want to go to the coast, but there's the state aquarium down there, and I would really like to go to that. *blink* But... there's also the chance we'd go all the way up to Farmington and hang out there and a bit in Colorado. There's nothing wrong with that, except it's such a long drive and we'd not make such a long drive and then only stay like a night... but I don't like staying anywhere besides home for more than one or two nights... three nights at Chris's was kind of my limit. It's not that I didn't enjoy myself... it's just the kind of person I am. Even if I really have fun somewhere away from home, I don't like to be away for very long.
I wish there would be a new Pokey comic. I love Pokey the Penguin. I also love Inuyama Inuko. XD ::listens to CD Drama 1 on "Shiroi Ashita Da! Rocket-dan"::
Ate out today for the... fourth day in a row. x_x Friday: Taco Cabana. Saturday: Popeye's. Sunday: EZ's. Today: Taco Cabana, again. We eat out a lot more than we used to o_O Hopefully we don't spend all our money on chicken fajitas and end up bankrupt, or something.
There's a possibility my dad might lose his job. Personally, I don't think he will because he's got that whole Judeo-Christian work ethic going on and he's really smart and stuff. Some of the other people on his team should probably be worried though o_o There's this chick named Li and this guy named Stan, and the only reason Li wasn't already fired is because a) she's a Korean woman and if they fired her people would say they're discrimating against women and/or Asians and also b) she used to go out with some guy on the board of directors. o_o And Stan is just kind of odd. He has trouble doing work. And he's married but he used to hit on Dad. ...and stuff. Well, not really HIT ON, or even FLIRT, but just he'd say weird stuff like when the whole team went out to lunch one time he told the waiter that Dad was his "date"
OKAY!! ENOUGH ABOUT THAT!!
"Ara? Zubatto?" ~Kojirou "OH NO!! IT'S HITODEMAN!!!" ~Musashi and Kojirou
Sorceress Edea is really pretty. I like her theme music too. =D! I just got to disc 3 of the game, and my favourites are Laguna, Irvine, Quistis, Selphie, and Rinoa. ...I guess it's weird to have more than half the main characters be favourites. But it's better than FF7 where I hated almost all the main characters. o_O In fact I also like most of the minor characters. Fujin, Raijin, Edea... well, those are the main ones. The main minor ones. o_o As for Cid, I don't like or dislike him. *shrug* Irvine and Laguna r0x0r!!! They're my VERY favourites.
So anyway, today mum, dad, and AnJa were all online at the same time and I was playing FF8. And they were doing Google searches on both themselves and me because they were curious. And they found a girl who was born in 1985 who loves anime (including Sailor Moon, Gundam W, Fushigi Yuugi, etc.) and is an artist who draws anime-style works, named Rachel R*****. (I starred out the last name, HA HA HA) But ANYWAY this CREEPED ME OUT because MY name is Rachel R***** (yes, the starred out letters are indeed the same) and I was born in 1985 and I like Gundam W, Fushigi Yuugi, and Sailor Moon, plus I draw anime-style pictures!! I sent her an e-mail saying basically "yo wassup I'm you, except I'm not, how's life?" Well, not really. *blink* But I did e-mail her.
"Ike, Aabokku!" ~Musashi
Really, listening to CD Dramas while writing a journal entry is good clean fun for the whole family. Like communism.